Thursday, September 6, 2018

Practicality or Perfection?

Practicality or Perfection!

Practicality would mean compromise.. in place of 100, 95 would pass.. would yield more overall gain at the cost of a small concession.. and in most cases the overall gain is quite beneficial compare to the small concession.. and in many cases the concession would cause possible loss, if any, to someone other than you! it is an engineering approach to a scientific law.. or a business approach to a theoretical situation.. it is applying chit code in the game of chance.. it is the decision to leave alone the chance to develop a new theorem in a three hour exam to answer other questions..

But on the other hand, Perfection also asks for compromises.. compromise of time.. of sleep.. of some relations.. it asks for sacrifices.. sacrifice of comfort zone.. of some desires.. of some happy moments.. it asks for efforts.. untiring efforts.. But it also offers.. offers satisfaction.. satisfaction of acting the right way.. of choosing the lesser walked path.. of your existence.. satisfaction of the highest level..  it offers findings.. findings of some quests.. of your limits.. your worth.. it is the extra efforts to reach 100 from 99.. the stubbornness of fighting till the end.. not for anything else but for the sake of the possibility of reaching the end.. it is a fight against visible limitations.. against greed.. against time.. it is the defeat of the sorrow of failing in an exam to the joy of solving a new equation in the process.. 

So the question remains..  Practicality or Perfection?

Friday, April 27, 2018

ઈચ્છું છું

શું બનવું હતું - શું બની ગયો? હું જે હતો એ બનવા ઈચ્છું છું,
આ કઠપૂતળીનો તમાશો છોડીને હું મારી જાત થવા ઈચ્છું છું.

મારા માટે જેમ કોઈ લડયું આંધીમાં, એમ ઊભો રહેવા ઈચ્છું છું,
જગની સૌ સૌ ખુશીઓ શોધી હું કોઈને નામે કરવા ઈચ્છું છું.

છો બોજથી લદાયેલા હો ખભા, જખમી તન ને ચિંતામાં ચિત્ત,
ગત રાત સાથે સૌ દર્દ ભૂલાવી આજ સવાર માણવા ઈચ્છું છું.

અગાધ દરિયામાં મોજા બની વારંવાર કિનારે પહોંચવા ઈચ્છું છું,
અંજાણ રસ્તે મુસાફર બની અવનવી મંઝિલો શોધવા ઈચ્છું છું.

પર્વત બની આકાશને ચૂમવા ઈચ્છું છું, સૂર્યને પામવા ઈચ્છું છું,
ચંદ્ર બની ભમવા ઈચ્છું છું, અવની સંગ ફૂંદરડી ફરવા ઈચ્છું છું.

વૃષ્ટિ બની કોઈ તન-મન ભીંજવવાં ઈચ્છું છું, રીઝવવાં ઈચ્છું છું,
બે વર્ષનો બાળક બની નિર્દોષ નજરે દુનિયા નિહાળવા ઈચ્છું છું.

સમંદર કાંઠે છીપલા વીણવા, ને વાડીએ કેરીઓ તોડવા ઈચ્છું છું,
નિરસ દિનચર્યામાં છુપી નાનીમોટી ખુશીઓ બિરદાવવા ઈચ્છું છું.

મોડી રાતે, મિત્રો સાથે ગોષ્ઠી કરતાં ચાની ચુસકી ભરવા ઈચ્છું છું,
સૂર્યાસ્ત સમયે, સંગિની સાથે સુકૂનના બે પલ વિતાવવા ઈચ્છું છું.

જોયા હતા જે સ્વ-અર્થે, ખૂલી આંખે, એ સપના જીવવા ઈચ્છું છું,
હું 'પૃથક' બનવા ઈચ્છું છું, રહેવા ઈચ્છું છું, બની રહેવા ઈચ્છું છું.

Friday, October 20, 2017

એક અચળ મનની વિહ્વળતા

મન આજ મારુ વિહ્વળ છે
સ્પષ્ટતાથી કઈ વિચારતું નથી 

જે સૂઝે છે એ સમજતું નથી 
જે સમજે છે એ માનતું નથી 

જે દેખાય છે એ દેખતું નથી 
જ્યાં જવું છે ત્યાં જતું નથી

જે દિલમાં છે એ કહેતું નથી 
જે કરવું છે એ કરતું નથી 

શું સાચું એ જાણતું નથી 
શું સાચવું એ પિછાણતું નથી 

પ્રિય એને જે, ઉત્તર-દક્ષિણ 
સાથે એ કદી મળતા નથી

મેળવવા એમને ખેંચાય છે 
પણ બન્ને સીમાડે પથરાતું નથી

એનો જીવ ઘવાય છે હર ઘડી
એ વ્યથા કોઈને સુણાવતું નથી 

ખુશી શોધવા નીકળતું નથી 
મળતી ખુશી સ્વીકારતું નથી 

કવિમન ખુદને 'પૃથક' કહું કે.. ? 
એ મુંઝવણ સુલઝાવતું નથી 


અચળ - firm, વિહ્વળતા - bewilderedness 

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

એક પહેલી - જીવન

જો એ નીકળે તો એ ખોટો, અને જો ના નીકળે તો હું. - શબ્દ 
પ્રયત્ન જરૂર માંગે છે એ પણ આજે પણ ચાલે છે. - શ્વાશ 
કાબૂ કરવો એને છે મુશ્કેલ. જયારે રહે કાબૂમાં, આંસુ બની વહી જાય છે. - ગુસ્સો 
એ સરે તો હૃદય હળવું થાય, પણ એના ઉદ્ભવનો ભાર દિલ કેમ ખમે! - આંસુ  
સારા-નરસા હોય ભલે, જ્ઞાન નવું એ આપે. આજકાલ સારા જરા ને નરસા જાજા થાય છે. - અનુભવ
અડગ કિલ્લો  હતો એ આજે પત્તાનો મહેલ બની ઊભો છે ને પવન જરા તેજ છે અહીં. - સબંધ
એ સુખ માંય ઉભરાય ને દુઃખમાં બી. એનો અતિરેક કે કાબૂ હરેકની પ્રકૃતિ દર્શાવે છે. - લાગણી
ક્યારેક લાગે કે એ ખૂટતી જ નથી ને ક્યારેક શોધી શોધીને થાકો તોય મળતી નથી. - વાતો
પસંદ નથી એ કોઈને છતાં કરે છે દરેક દાવો - મારી પાસે છે ઘણાં. - દુઃખ
એ કદી અટકતો નથી તોય ક્યારેક લાગે છે કે પસાર થતો નથી. - સમય
આમ તો એ છે પરિમાણ રહિત પણ 'પૃથક' માપે એને 'બે ગ્રામ'. - પ્રેમ

Friday, September 16, 2016

A tribute to my friend…

10 years on, the touch of his steering wheel – rather the grip of the steering wheel still thrills me…
10 years on, the roar of his intact 3L engine still amuses me…
10 years on, the movement of his gearstick and original gears still amazes me…
10 years on, the reading of his odometer (at 229049 on 15Aug16) still craves me for more…
10 years on, the speedometer’s smooth sailing from 0 to 130 kmph still fascinates me…
10 years on, the average of 12/13 kmpl still makes me proud…
10 years on, his effortless movement thru the lanes still preserves my king of zigzag driving title…
10 years on, I still look back at the first corner I turn after parking him and admire…
10 years on, I still like the world better through his windshield and three mirrors…
10 years on, I still look down from my window at midnights at him and miss our wanderings…
10 years on, I still introduce him as “Carbon – my companion on road and off-road” to my loved ones…
10 years on, I still Love him…

Saturday, May 28, 2016

The Proposal

Hi!

Read this, it is from the movie Home Alone 2…

Bird Lady: So what are you doing alone on Christmas Eve? You did something wrong?
Kevin McCallister: A lot of things.
Bird Lady: Did you know that a good deed erases a bad deed?
Kevin McCallister: Its late. I dont know if I’ll have enough time to do enough good deeds to erase all my bad ones.
Bird Lady: Its Christmas Eve. Good deeds count extra tonight. Think of an important thing you can do for others, and go do it. Just follow the star in your heart.

Chiku,

What are you doing on this Christmas Eve? If nothing special, let’s get married on that eve.

You see, if I follow the star in my heart, I think it is a good deed we can do. And that will be counted somewhat extra also, to compensate for some bad deeds we would have done by then or we would do in future. Of course, it is the best thing for us, it is a good thing for others also as we would invite them for (free!!) dinner. So, what do you say? (Generally Christmas Eve is evening of 24th Dec, but we can cheat slightly on that and do the wedding thing after 12 o’clock, by that we can have the wedding both, on Christmas Eve and on 25th Dec.! :))

If the reason in the above paragraph is not good enough, I can add some more reasons for which you would be tempted to marry me! First thing is that I love you. Second is that I love you so much. One more is that I will always love you. Yet another is that I will love you more at a given moment than the previous one, and that is true for all the moments to come…

If the reason in the above paragraph is not good enough, I can add that I want you to be happy and smiling all the time and I think you will be happy and smiling all the time if you are with me all the time. We would be a happy couple who would be smiling together in all good and bad times…

If the reason in the above paragraph is not good enough, I can add that we have known each other for a long time now and the good thing is that we understand each other so well. We know what the other one would think or say or do in a given situation. There are things we both like, like music. There are things that one of one likes and the other doesn’t, like pop or rock music, but even then we respect and accept each other’s choices. I am sure one day we will originate a new genre called ‘The Indian Classical Rock’ and the world would remember us as the parents of it!

If the reason in the above paragraph is not good enough, I can add that I can continue this sequel of adding a paragraph starting with “If the reason in the above paragraph is not good enough, I can add that…” till the end of time. But I know, rather, we know that I can always come up with something to convince you to my point, so I need not to go till the end of time, only the time when you will say “bas bas… mani gayi” is good enough! And I know that by now you are convinced, because I know you that well. And I also know that you are happy and smiling now and also that you love me too, 3, 4, …, 78…

So, I will call this ‘The Proposal’, and will once again propose you, this time, formally:

My Sweetheart,
Will you marry me on this Christmas Eve?

Lovingly Yours,
pt.

26th May 2011

Thursday, May 26, 2016

Chicky

The sweet little Chicky of mine...
Who was born on Jan the nine...

Who wears world’s sweetest smile...
Whose eyes are like a glass of wine...
Whose hair knot is long like river Nile...
Whose words rime a melodious rhyme...
Whose ‘blinking twice’ is truly divine...

Absolute love is what she clearly define...
Whose thoughts ride the wave of sine...
Whose self-will; no one can decline...
Whose courage hasn’t heard the word dyin’...
The sweet little Chicky of mine...
Who was born on Jan the nine...


Who has made me proud by her shine...
Who reads me like a straight line...
Knows what I mean by the names I assign...
Whose scent instances meaning of the verb pine...
Reminds the days when we jumped cloud nine...
Awaiting the day when together we’ll dine...
Believe me, I’m not lyin’...
Penned this when I said am passing the time...
Hope you’ll like the gift I have design...
The sweet little Chicky of mine...
Who was born on Jan the nine...

9th Jan 2010