I am in Love...

I love myself...

I love my name...

I love the way I write it...
I love my isometric drawing of my name...

I love my nicknames... especially pt...

I love my hands...
I love the cross connected line pattern on my palms...
I love my eyes...
I love my hair...
I love my feet...
I love the wallpaper of my cell... which is a pic of my bare feet...

I love my smile...
I love my expressions when I avoid words...
I love my weird ways to tackle weird situations...
I love my taste for music... for movies...
I love my snaps and whistles along the songs...
I love my thirst for good coffee...

I love my driving...
I love my driving when I'm angry...
I love my driving when I'm happy...
I love my singing while driving...
I love my ignorance about things not on the road...

I love my need for friends...
I love my patience while choosing my friends...
I love my friends...
I love the nicknames I have for them...
I love people who love me...
I love the way I love them...
I love the gifts I choose for my loved ones...
I love my time while picking the gifts for them...

I love to spend time with me...
I love my thoughts...
I love my ways to express my thoughts...
I love my life...
I love my spirit... my approach to life...
I love my vision...

I love to do my work...
I love my efforts to do it better...
I love my colleagues who do their part well...
I love my ability to value ability in human...

I love to write "shift+i" for myself...
I love to keep on adding new lines to this post...

Approach to Life...

I think there are four ways by which an individual can live his life... He can be one of these four guys..

Let it be!

The let it be! guy is one who lives like a living puppet. He doesn't give any inputs to his surroundings neither he receives anything from it... He is a guy who acts as per commanded... he doesn't think for himself or for any one else... He let the things go the way they are going whether they are good or bad... right or wrong... He sees things but doesn't react to them. He is a guy in mental coma.

Crybaby

The crybaby guy is a whining element. He finds the world a place under the influence of some dark magic or evil forces... He finds negative points in everything and complains about it all the time... but he doesn't act to correct what he thinks is wrong. He talks and talks and talks... but wouldn't step forward to do what he preaches... He is a limitless source of negative energy... a pessimistic approach to everything good or bad...

Fighter

The fighter guy is a warrior... He is a resistance to the evil to take over the world... He is the change that drives the world forward... He is the reason of human existence and human progress on the earth... He is an intellectual who observes the things... judges them based on the logical tests... reaches a reasoned conclusion about it... and executes the necessary to achieve desired results... He clears the road so that his fellow mates can reach further and further...

Manipulator

The manipulator guy is a mass controlling element. He is the one who goes after power... He wants to rule... He wants others to act on his command... talk what he thinks... depend on his mercy... He finds ways to interfere in other people's life... makes it miserable so that they stop thinking and start following... he can make or break the world on short period, but on long run he would ruin it as he demotes free thinking...

Think... which one fits you better?

The Dynamics of Winning

I have had hard time for last few weeks... nothing was going right anywhere and everyday I was fighting not to get depressed. This is one thought that came to my mind...

I was driving home from the factory. One more of my experiment didnt yield the expected results. was feeling low... was thinking that i am loosing here...

its a big word... loosing... then i thought, loosing is a dynamic state and not static. lost would be static coz then there wouldnt be any fight to be fought. then i thought, as Newton said, a body remains in its dynamic or static state unless acted upon by an external force. now this force can be in either direction and the final effect on the body would be as if only the resultant force is acting on it. and this resultant force is a vector sum... sum of all the external forces considering their intensity as well as their direction...

so from a loosing condition i can force it into the winning condition which again is a dynamic state and then further i can go and win... now won is not a static state coz as soon as you win, there are many more bettles you would like to jump in. so, winning never ends...

and in a few moments i was up again...
determined to fight again the next day...
determined to win...